Video and Transcription of Ralph Metzner’s Chat With The Crowd At Our February 8, 2009 San Francisco Event

Ralph Metzner came to our February 8th Reunion/Reception in San Francisco.

Here’s a video and complete transcription of his chat with the audience about his new book coming out that he co-authored with Ram Dass and others, “Birth of a Psychedelic Culture: Conversations about Leary, the Harvard Experiments, Millbrook and the Sixties, and the first from his new “Ecology of Consciousness” series, the recently released “The Expansion of Consciousness.”

(Video: Enric Teller)

Complete transcription:

Thank you for inviting me. I do think the work of the archives, of Tim Leary, is important. He was one of the most unusual and unique creative individuals of our time, and deserves to be studied.

The book, that Ram Dass and I started talking about five years ago, is about writing our version of the story that Tim has told many times, including the Harvard project and the Millbrook project.

We had a series of conversations that were then moderated by a psychiatrist friend of ours, Gary Bravo. Because you know, Ram Das’ way of speaking is very halting, so we did a lot of editing and transcribing and editing and editing.

And then we also found about a dozen contributions from other people who were participants in the project, because it really was a group project. And it starts with the Harvard experiments, and then …in Mexico, two summers, and then, also in the Carribean, and a few years at Millbrook, until the time when all three of us went off in our own different directions after Millbrook. So it’s about a five year period. And there are contributions from other people, and lots of photographs that have never been seen, and I’ve just been talking to John Perry Barlow, and he’s agreed to write the introduction, which is wonderful.

The book is going to be published by Synergetic Press in Sante Fe, New Mexico, who also publishes books by John Allen, one of the great 20th century inventor geniuses who was the person behind the Biosphere project, and his autobiography has just been published, called “Me and the Biosphere.” So if you go to Synergetic Press.com you’ll see announcements for both those books.

You can go to my website too, Green Earth Found.org, The Green Earth Foundation. I publish all my own books myself, and we do the layout together with Regent Press.

I have a new series of short books. The first one, which is called “The Expansion of Consciousness,” might be of interest to a lot of you people, because it deals with the concept of expansion of consciousness and the history of western alchemy spiritual tradition, and the work of Carl Jung and Albert Hoffman.

And the second part is the idea of collective consciousness expansion, and collective consciousness expansion is how I see the movements that are sometimes called “countercultural” of the sixties. The countercultural movements were against established systems of power and discrimination and prejudice, like the civil rights movement and the anti-war movement, but that was not the ultimate purpose was not to be against, but it was for something, a different kind of way of living. The civil rights movement was not just against discrimination, but for equality and equal opportunity, women’s liberation, and equal consciousness raising; A similar idea.

So, anyway, thank you for organizing all this, and support the archives, and, have fun!

Brian Shields on KRON Channel 4 Covers Our February 8th Event!

Brian Shields put together this great piece for KRON Channel 4, San Francisco, featuring Brewster Kahle, John Perry Barlow, Ralph Metzner, and Michael Horowitz.

You can see all the individual interviews too, right here, on Brian Shields’ website.

Pictures From Our February 8th Event In San Francisco

Our event was a huge success. We’ll be writing about this for weeks. It was a truly historic event.

Here is a little gallery of pictures we’ve put together so far.

Please keep sending us links to your photos and videos, and we’ll keep posting them here.

Thanks!

CNET’s Daniel Terdiman Takes the First Peek at Tim’s Archives

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Timothy Leary’s archives: Bridge from ’60s to ’90s – By Daniel Terdiman for CNET.

There’s also a lovely photo gallery included in the piece.    (Thanks, Daniel!)

Here’s a little excerpt:

“Leary, as you probably know, was famous for his decades of experimental research into and promotion of the effects of hallucinogens, and over the years became as well known as many of the celebrity artists, writers, thinkers, and performers he hung out with.

Artist: Michael Green

Less well known, however, is that Leary, who died in 1996 of prostate cancer, became a serious techie in his later years. He put up a very early Web site, co-produced a late-’80s video game for Electronic Arts, worked on a series of the latest and greatest computers, and, it is said, updated his era-defining catchphrase for the digital age to reflect a newfound belief that computers were the LSD of the ’90s: “Turn on, boot up, and jack in.”

Today, addiction to technology is probably even more prevalent than devotion to drugs was in the ’60s, and most people probably can’t even imagine what the physical archives of someone like Leary would look like. After all, isn’t everything digitized and online these days?

On Thursday, however, I had the chance to spend some time with a small piece of Leary’s 400-carton-large archives–which is housed in a storage facility here–and I was in danger of getting seriously sucked in. In box after box, I found a true treasure trove of letters, photographs, posters and yes, computer equipment and discs.”

Read the entire article on CNET.

Photo Credit: Daniel Terdiman

Timothy Leary became a fan of the personal computer, and used them until his death in 1996. This is the famous psychedelic researcher's Macintosh LC III. (Credit: Daniel Terdiman/CNET News)

Interview with Lisa Ferguson – Millbrook Kid and Director of “Children of the Revolution”

Mother Flo, Papa Maynard and Lisa, in blue shorts, all acting silly in hats. "My mother collected hats, and every once in a while we would raid her hat collection. This is in Ojai California in the mid-80's - 20 yrs after Millbrook.

Lisa, Papa Maynard, and Mother Flo, all acting silly in hats. "My mother collected hats, and every once in a while we would raid her hat collection. This is in Ojai California in the mid-80's - 20 yrs after Millbrook." Photo Gallery: Lisa Ferguson/Ferguson Family Archives

Lisa Ferguson is the daughter of Maynard and Flo Ferguson. The couple and their four children, Corby (6 1/2 yrs), Lisa (5 yrs), Bentley (3 yrs), Wilder (2 yrs). They lived there at Millbrook, with Tim and his two kids (Jack and Susan), where they all lived together for about 3 years (although her family would leave and go out on some adventures periodically during that time).

After coming back for a while “when Millbrook was on its last legs,” and the family moved to California, and eventually left the country.

Q: What’s your last memory before moving to Millbrook?

A: On the day that we were moving Kennedy was shot. My family stopped everything that they were doing and sat around on cardboard, packing boxes, watching it over and over on the TV. Until, a few days later, they finally got over the shock of it, and got going again.

It was at that time that my parents had had a spiritual awakening with psychedelics and made a decision to give up their more materialistic lifestyle, and go on the transformative journey of spiritual “seeking”….the big adventure. This was when they decided to move our family into Tim’s Millbrook commune.

One of the beautiful things about Millbrook was how much they were all immersed in the study of eastern religions and philosophies, because these eastern philosophies paralleled exactly what they were all experiencing and learning first-hand during their LSD experiences.

My mother resonated deeply with the spiritual practices and studies she engaged in while at Millbrook, and continued her spiritual seeking for the rest of her life.

Flo Ferguson - Photo Credit: Lisa Ferguson/Ferguson Estate

Flora Lu Ferguson - Photo Credit: Lisa Ferguson/Ferguson Family Estate

The reason they were immersed in so many studies of eastern religions/mysticism/philosophies was because they discovered that these modalities were describing exactly what was happening to them on their LSD experiments.  There was a language, a body of experiences, a wisdom, already in existence, which described what they were discovering.

I am fond of this, because it speaks to the fact that they were not engaged in LSD just to see the pretty hallucinations, swirling colors or some other typically trivialized description, but that they were having full blown Satori experiences of “the truth” of the nature of man, his spirit, and his ecstatic place in the universe.

There is a huge difference between “a hallucination” and having the filters in your brain cleansed enough so that you can be released from your conditioning and see the truth.

Flo Lu Ferguson - From The Timothy Leary Archives

Flo Lu Ferguson - From The Timothy Leary Archives

Q: What was it like living at Millbrook?

A: As a child, my adventures at Millbrook were like those of a fairytale epic. I suddenly had this huge playground of forests and lakes and fields of sunflowers and corn.  All the structures had been built to resemble Bavarian fairytale castles, exactly like the ones you had seen in all your favorite bedtime stories.

There were waterfalls, and deer roamed the property. My sister Corby and I would play outside all day long, so lost in our epic imaginings that we would suddenly realize it was getting dark and have to run home through the woods and fields, across these gorgeous stone bridges, or frozen lakes if it was winter. There was a fork in the main road with a wishing tree in the middle of it that we used to wrap our arms around every time we passed it, and make a wish, then continue running home.

Sometimes Tim babysat me, sometimes Ralph Metzner, Ram Dass or sometimes Billy Hitchcock would take us up in his helicopter and fly over the property. I have footage of Tim lying under a trampoline looking up at my sister Corby and myself jumping up and down.

I remember that Jazz bassist Charlie Mingus lived there, and my father said he was at great peace when he was there. Once Tim gave me a quick lesson on how to prune a fruit tree, then Charlie Mingus and I spent all day sitting up in fruit trees while we trimmed them.

I actually remember standing alone on the edge of a field of sunflowers one day, I could have only been 7 at the oldest, and thinking to myself that someday I was going to have to tell this story.  I remember grasping the historical context, that we were standing on the edge of a moment in history, and that was happening was very magical.

Q: I found these really old pictures of your mom from Millbrook in the archives: a portrait (above) and this one with her at the dinner table (below). Can you tell me some more about it?

A: We often ate communally at big tables with everyone. I used to love being in the big kitchen when the women were cooking up feasts. The first 2 years they had big Thanksgiving dinners and while the turkey was cooking everyone played football out on the front lawn.

One year, Huston Smith’s wife Kendra’s job was to tackle Maynard Ferguson. Huston told me that when i interviewed him for “Children Of The Revolution.” (Note: we’ll talk more about this movie soon in an upcoming post!)

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Flo Ferguson at the dinner table at Millbrook.

Q: You were there with Tim’s kids, right? What was it like having multiple families there in the same house?

A: I love living communally. I think I liked living with other kids, but in truth I was best friends with my sister Corby, who was only a year older, and we were always running around getting into adventures.

Because we had a large family we were somewhat insular and liked hanging out with eachother… Tims daughter Susan was at least 6 years older than me, as was his son Jack, so I didn’t play all that much with them. I remember trying to convince Jack to row us across the lake in one of the row boats. I think I liked having multiple parents…I think most of the adults who influenced me while I was there were great people.

Q: Were you kids at all aware of how famous all the adults around you were?

A: I was not in the least bit aware of how famous anyone at Millbrook was, not even my father.

Q: Your parents went to see Tim in switzerland, but they just missed him right?

A: We went to bring Tim and Rosemary money and clothes, while they were underground. We connected with Rosemary but the Swiss government had already put Tim in prison on the day we arrived, just before we got there.

Q: You mentioned that, when you hung out with Tim later in  his life, he told you to “tune back in” …

A: Yes, he meant to tune back in to the ideas and goals we had back then. That they are still valid. They are right; it’s part of an illusion that the media or state likes to perpetuate that the 60′s is over; that it failed, and that it all ended in some sort of drug debauchery or whatever.

He had discussed with me about how a huge percentage of people from that time had bought into some sort of victim mentality about themselves and that whole period. He said:

“Don’t buy it.  Find the other people who know what its about. Stick with them. Keep going. Work it out.

If American politics are fighting so hard to make you feel you failed, you must be winning. We can finish what we started. Stand up. Dust yourself off. Get going again. Don’t buy the hype.”

Flo, Lisa, a house guest, and little sister Wilder - Photo Credit: Ferguson Family Archives/Lisa Ferguson

Flo, Lisa, a house guest, and little sister Wilder - Photo Credit: Ferguson Family Archives/Lisa Ferguson

This interview and the pictures from the Ferguson Family Estate are used courtesy of Lisa Ferguson/Ferguson Family Estate. The two other pictures of Flora Lu Ferguson from Millbrook belong to the Futique Trust.

Lisa Ferguson will all be at our Reception/Film/Party Event this Sunday night, February 8th!

Have you RSVP‘d yet? :-)

How Tim’s “Just Say KNOW” Campaign and KnoWare Software Company Were Born

The "Just Say KNOW" Bumpersticker, 1979

The "Just Say KNOW" Bumpersticker, 1989

This just in from our first guest blogger, Vicki Marshall.

Vicki and her business partner, Ron Lawrence, collaborated with Tim on numerous publishing and software projects over the years.

It was back in the daze of Nancy Reagan’s “Just Say No” campaign – and the media coverage was all pervasive.

Ever since I was a kid, I played around with words.

And, while watching TV one night, I scribbled down “Just Say KNOW.” I had a private giggle and “forgot” about it.

A few days later, Ron and I were at Timothy’s, returning the first batch of cataloged archive boxes.

As we walked in, Tim handed me something he’d cut out from a magazine.

“We could do a bumper sticker,” he said. “Don’t you think this would make a good one?”

This image of Timothy and me was a Polaroid taken by Ron Lawrence in our living room. Timothy was signing copies of "Timothy Leary's Greatest Hits, Vol. I" - in 1989.

This image of Timothy and me was a Polaroid taken by Ron Lawrence in our living room. Timothy was signing copies of "Timothy Leary's Greatest Hits, Vol. I" - in 1989.

“Yeah, maybe,” I said.

“Or, if you have any other ideas…well, think about it.”

My heart started thumping wildly. As a matter of fact, I DID have an idea for a bumper sticker. He couldn’t have known. I hadn’t mentioned it to anyone. Not even to Ron.

“Okay, I will. So, we’re gonna take off. We’ll see you tomorrow.”

In the car, Ron said, “That was abrupt.”

“There’s something I gotta do.” I was bubbling over with excitement.

“What are you up to, little girl?”

“I’ve got the perfect bumper sticker! And I want to print it up and show it to him before somebody else thinks of it.”

So we went home and, on our Apple ImageWriter printer, I designed and printed a sample bumper sticker that read: Just Say KNOW.

The next day I set a stack of papers on the floor, placing the home-made bumper sticker inconspicuously toward the bottom of the pile. The three of us sat cross-legged on the office floor. Tim methodically looked over each paper, then placed it face down in a new pile. My excitement mounted as he neared the bottom of the stack. The phone rang and Tim got up to answer it. I leaned toward Ron and whispered, “This is almost like foreplay.”

Tim rejoined us on the floor and returned to the stack. The room seemed to go deathly quiet as he picked up the make-shift bumper sticker. His eyes widened. Then he started to laugh.

“Oh my god! You spelled it right. This is your idea?”

I nodded. “Do you like it?”

“Like it? I love it. It’s so fucking obvious! But YOU were the one who thought of it. A hundred million people on the planet and you’re the only one who spelled it right!”

Anyway…long story short, Tim was going to a comedy convention in Las Vegas the next day. He asked if he could take the sticker with him, adding, “But it would have to be bigger. MUCH bigger.”

The Cover of "Timothy Leary's Greatest Hits, Vol. I - There's a story behind the cover of "The Hits" also, but that will have to wait till the next post.

The Cover of "Timothy Leary's Greatest Hits, Vol. I - There's a story behind the cover of "The Hits" also, but that will have to wait till the next post.

So we flew home and printed a 16-foot banner on continuous feed computer paper. Then drove back to Tim’s and left it on his door-step.

When he got home from the convention three days later, he called to say that Just Say KNOW was the hit of the convention. Then he said, “What do you say, buttons, bumper stickers and t-shirts. We’ll split the profits, 50-50.”

I said, “You’ve got a deal.”

That summer, Timothy did a series of workshops at a restaurant on the Sunset Strip called Carlos and Charlie’s.

On opening night, a guy showed up with boxes of Just Say Know merchandise – buttons, bumper stickers, T-shirts. The guy seemed to have a permanent scowl on his face and his demeanor was such that nobody wanted to buy anything from him.

So the following week after Timothy’s performance, this very gruff guy came up to me and said, “Sign here” and left me with several beat up boxes – and a whole lot of KNOW ware.

Thus KnoWare was born.

The Annotated Bibliography of Dr. Timothy Leary – Available Online

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Tim’s Annotated Bibliography, by Michael Horowitz, Karen Walls and Billy Smith, is now available online.

We’re not sure who put it up there, but we’re glad it’s there, until we can scan a copy of our own from Tim’s archives. (Of course, our copy at the Internet Archive will be OCR’d and searchable…and in HTML, eventually :)

Michael Horowitz, Tim’s Personal Archivist and Bibliographer (for over thirty-five years!), sent me this note:

“I am amazed!  When you have time read TL’s intro where he extolls the importance of archivists and predicts the future of electronic/ digital books. He modemed his intro to us in the mid 1980s!

I’ll never forget reading it as it slowly downloaded on our computer screen (a Morrow Design computer that took up an entire desktop). Tim was thrilled to be able to send the preface to us electronically, in December 1986, from his home in Laurel Canyon, California, to us in Novato, California.”

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As Tim explains this himself in the Introduction to the Bibliography:

“At this moment I am typing these thoughts into a computer from whence they will be modemed to Michael Horowitz and Karen Walls and Billy Smith and then transferred in silicon digital patterns to the printing presses that print the letters which are NOW hitting your retina. My brain and yours thus linked in electronic interaction.”

On the inside page, there is an inscription:

“To Rosemary, One of the greatest presences in this book. – Love, Michael”

Michael Horowitz will all be at our Reception/Film/Party Event this Sunday night, February 8th!

Have you RSVP‘d yet? :-)

From the Video Collection: The Afternoon Show – Mind Mirror

Here’s Tim in the 1980s on a show called “The Afternoon Show,” hosted by Ann Fraser and Ross McGowan.

Tim says he was “turned on” to computers from his then 12 year-old stepson (Zach, from wife Barbara) and his then 13 year-old granddaughter, (Dieadre, from daughter Susan).

Three minutes into the video, Ross McGowan asks “How does this Mind Mirror work?”

It’s fascinating to hear Tim explain it to Ross. At this point in time, he really had to start from the beginning:
1) How to go to the software store and pick up a disc, and plug it in, for starters, and
2) How the software itself is actually used.

Interview with Leary.com’s Joey Cavella and Chris Graves – Part 2

Joey Cavella and Chris Graves explain how they set up the “Consciousnet” bulletin board for Tim in 1993, and then how Joi Ito (Tim’s Godson) ran into their house in 1994 and demonstrated Mosaic for them on the Internet.

Joey, Chris and Tim had all been working on a CD-Rom, but when they learned about the Internet, within five minutes, they all realized that the CD-Rom needed to be a website. That’s how Leary.com was born.

Joi, Chris, and Joey will all be at the Reception, Film Premiere, and Party in San Francisco on February 8th at 111 Minna!

Video by Lisa Rein. Available under a
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Chris, Joey, and Joi will all be at our Reception/Film/Party Event this Sunday night, February 8th!

Have you RSVP‘d yet? :-)

Interview with Leary.com’s Joey Cavella and Chris Graves – Part 1

Joey Cavella and Chris Graves were on the original Leary.com web development team.

Joey and Chris flew all the way from New York and LA to attend our November 15, 2008 Video Collection Launch Party at the Internet Archive.

The next morning, down at Fisherman’s Wharf, I asked them to tell us a little about what it was like working on organizing and digitizing the archives with Tim, when he was alive.

Video by Lisa Rein. Available under a
Attribution-Noncommercial-Share Alike License
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